In one of my pervious posts, I wrote about my time in
Slocomb, Al at a DNOW this year. Besides the awesome time and great learning
experience I had there, this week I really realized something about the same
group of guys I have led the past two years.
Last year
all the young guys in were very different from how they are now. Obviously last
year they were all 5ft tall and this year they towered over me, but that is
besides the point. (I blame the hormones in the chicken for that). It was
literally day and night comparing the spirituality of these guys from both
years. It was very eye opening and aweing to see their spiritual growth in just
one year.
When I
first encountered these guys, I still had my septum ring and gauges. In other
words, I really threw those guys off when I showed up to a small town Baptist
DNOW weekend as a leader. Regardless of my outward appearance, I was truly able
to open up with these young men. Christ allowed me to build relationships with
that group so I could one day minister to them.
2015 |
Last year,
our lessons were short and filled with your typical “Sunday school” answers.
Now I am not saying there is anything wrong with Sunday school answers. It was
very predictable that that was to take place since I was the “new guy”, but for
me in that point in time it was very discouraging. We all have an idea of what type of impact we
want to leave on others. Rolling up to that church in a leadership position, I
wanted to walk in “guns blazing” and turn those youngster perceptions upside
down. HA… yeah that never works. The ol’ “I’m a smart college Christian” card
is what I call it, but in truth it was my own devastating pride blinding me
from reality. Thank you Christ Jesus for using that to humble me and pointing out
my dirty imperfect righteousness. God, constantly reminded me that weekend that
I was there to build relationships.
This year I
was able to see the fruit God had been growing in their life. The Sunday school
answers turned into deep talks about prayer, the Holy Spirit, and a followers’ identity
in Christ. These conversations we were having ended up being the exact conversations
I wanted to have the year before. God was once again teaching me about His
timing over mine.
2016 (Just part of the group.) |
In this
season of silence, reflecting on the Gospel truly helps my waiting for God’s
timing. Even more, being able to experience first hand the growth of young
believers is astonishing. To see young men desire Christ because they
understand the weight of their personal sin is more fulfilling than anything I could
have tried to achieve on my own.
Let
no one despise you for your youth, but set the believers an example in speech,
in conduct, in love, in faith, in purity. - 1 Timothy 4:12
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